A few years ago I read Judith Orloff's book, Second Sight, and I recently borrowed it from the library again. This is one of those books that, when I start doubting myself, brings me right back to knowing that I'm doing what I do exactly the way that it is supposed to be done. That I need to remember to trust the universe, and let it lead the way.
She mentions a healer named Jack, "I never saw Jack reverse cancer or perform any such miraculous cures, but his patients did improve. Naively, I had hoped he could relieve them of all their symptoms, but I soon discovered that healing didn't work that way. What Jack gave his patients was a second wind, a jump-start of powerful energy."
I know that my work isn't of the miraculous sort, and yet I also know that it definitely makes a difference in the client's life.
She then later mentions a woman named Rosalyn, "She'd been treating me for stomach problems the past few months." (italics mine) "My physical symptoms markedly improved during these treatments. Not only did Rosalyn rid me of the annoying tight knot in the pit of my stomach, but her sessions left me with a sense of extreme well-being that would last for hours."
That passage reminds me that while most clients request a single session, some issues are not as simple as a headache or a quick release of stuck emotions, and may take more than one treatment. And that I need to step up and let those particular potential clients know this and not be afraid to sound pushy doing so. I have to trust my instincts and stop keeping myself small when it is in the client's best interest for me to stand tall in my inner knowing.
When Orloff began doing energy healing herself, she noted, "I simply sat on the couch, hands steady on her body, allowing myself to be a vehicle through which love could flow. To be successful, healing requires a transparency, a passive receptivity, rather than any purposeful effort."
I find that if I let my ego get in the way, wondering "if, if, if", as I'm doing a session, then the flow of light and love is lessened, whereas when I let my mind wander to the show I'm watching or the birds around the feeder, even the clouds floating across the sky, then Spirit has an uninterrupted conduit through me and can do the work that needs to be done. The love flows to where it needs to be, and in the amount the client's soul is ready for.
As a practitioner of a not-always-obvious way of helping people, it's easy to get lost in the worries of "am I good enough, am I doing enough, did I help them, will they notice...and on and on." Rereading this book reminds me that none of this is about me, and that the universe chose me to do this work, and the universe knows what it's doing.
I really need to just buy this book. ;)
©Pip Miller - August 2016